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MISSING_PIECES

                                                      
                                                           
                                                      May 24, 2019
  There's a common pattern with me where                   
  I go looking for something in the doomfiles              
  that I figure I must have said at some point--           
  typically I want to link to it, rather than              
  write it again-- and I come up empty.                    
                                                           
  Despite the hundreds of pages of occasionally            
  repetitious thoughts going back and forth over           
  the ground of everything I've thought, read              
  and done-- I come up with something obvious              
  for me to talk about, which I haven't.                   
                                                           
  Sometimes though, I've alluded to it a few times,        
  touched on it briefly without getting very deeply        
  into it-- that adds plenty of blind alleys for           
  me to chase down as I go looking for the piece           
  I'm sure I must've written, but haven't.                 
                                                           
                                                           
       This is common enough that I often lead off with    
       a remark to that effect-- because after all, it's   
       the point on my mind when my fingers first hit      
       the keys.   Then I go back on re-write and delete   
       (or minimize) the remark, because from the          
       reader's point-of-view, it's often the least        
       interesting thing about the subject.                
                                                           
       So, I'm experimenting with featuring this           
       remark in a node of it's own... maybe I'll          
       be satisified linking to this, and skip             
       the blather-and-delete cycle.                       
                                                           
                                                           
           There *might* be some point in researching          
           whatever patterns underly this syndrome.        
           I'll try to start listing them here as they      
           come up (though I wouldn't be surprised if I     
           just forget about it):                          
                                                           
                   TO_HERE_AND_THE_EASEL
                                                           
                   ZAMM            
                                                           
                                                           
                                                           
                                  The patterns might not be tremendously
                                  interesting: typically it's something from
                                  the pre-web era, before I started this
                                  obsessive online note-taking, and often 
                                  it's something I've talked about elsewhere
                                  (e.g. usenet), and so have a feeling
                                  that I had it all covered.
                                                           
                                                                          
                                          There are some odd ones though,        
                                          like the phrase "Phaedrus' Knife",     
                                          which runs through my head often      
                                          enough that I was sure I'd         
                                          written it somewhere, but it's     
                                          only in a published outtake        
                                          (blooper reel?).                   
                                                          
                                              SCAFFOLDING



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