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                                         February 24, 2004

On New Year's Day, my sister took the initiative
to set up an expedition to Manhattan, to go to      This was an event
the St. Mark's Poetry Project marathon reading.     that she and I and
                                                    the recently departed
                                                    Toadkeeper once
                                                    went to together.

                                                             TOADKEEPER

This is a great event, and it's pretty
silly that I'd been ignoring it in
recent years.

The way it goes is that hundreds of
poets volunteer to do short readings in
St. Mark's church from around 2pm to
2am, and this attracts an audience of
thousands.  This is probably the
biggest poetry event in the United
States, and in general the poetry is
quite good, the poets do excellent
readings, and if need be you can always
get up and take a break... though
myself, I get anxious about missing
something if I go away for too long.

It helps that you can duck into the back room
to get some food, coffee and assorted bakery     The poetry from the front
products (not to mention piles of different      room is sometimes piped
volumes of poetry, for about $3 each).           in on a PA, but usually
                                                 there's too much other
This back room is also the back stage,           stuff going on there to
where the off-duty poets hang around.            listen to it.

            (Someone on stage was joking
            around about how the back
            stage scene was great, it was
            like being on the TV show "Fame".)

One thing about this event is that it does help
reassure that New York hasn't completely lost
it...  suddenly you find your self emersed in
this huge crowd of more-or-less boho people; and
at the very least my long hair and leather
jacket don't seem quite so incredibly out of
place.

A popular theme that night was whining about the
yuppification of New York, with which I can sympathise.

But even more popular was proudly declaring
one's determination to work on getting Bush out
of office; and I have to say I found that
schtick more than a little irritating -- sure,
*I'd* like to see Bush lose the next election,
but what if I didn't?  Are Republicans not
welcome at poetry readings?  Even though my
politics and theirs happened to be similar, this
unconscious assumption that we *had* to be
similar was repellent; casual assumptions of           TRIBAL
tribal unity always drive me away.

But even though I had a plane flight out the
next morning, I wasn't going to leave too early,
because I didn't want to miss seeing Patti Smith
read at 11pm or so... I figured I might be there
until around midnight.

I was making yet another coffee and brownie run
back stage, and as I turned away from the
folding-table-of-plenty, I became dimly
conscious of someone looking at me over on my
left.

I glance over at the woman, she looks
away, and I realize that this was Patti
Smith herself.


I hadn't thought about it much, but
I had some dim notion that for Patti
Smith, they were going to have to
come up with some version of the
Star Treatment, if only to find a
broom closet for her to hide in; but
there she was out with the rest of
the gang, and if I was the sort who            And why didn't I?
gushes at celebrities, I could have
gone over and opened the faucet.               Patti Smith herself
                                               was completely
As it was, I walk off with a mild glow         unabashed about
at the thought that Patti Smith had been       running up to
checking me out...                             celebrities she
                                               admired...
Returning to the main room, I
find the path down the left isle                    (Patti Smith:
is totally blocked with people                      beat but not bashed.)
sitting around on the floor, and
so I look for another way                      Clearly I had not
around, and end up squeezing                   learned the lessons
between audience and stage to                  of the Master.
get to a center isle that I'd
never noticed before... this
route was just unpopular enough
that I find some great seats
standing open there, and I end
up in 6th row center, with only
a few more readings to go...

Patti Smith comes out and
oh-so-humbly announces that
she's going to read something
she "writ" that morning, and she
guessed she must have written it
for us, because she knew where
she was going, though she's not
quite so sure what the thing is
that she's going to read...

And what she went off into was a long
piece written in the first person plural
with lines like:

   boys twisted the necks of their guitars,
   and sang of the future
   but then they died of cancer ...                   PENNYWORT_AND_DOLLAR_SHORT

   we broke our mother's hearts
   and then made it up to them,
   but we became ourselves ...

   God is within you.

   It's a long road,
   in our holy coats of black ...

   This is *your* story.

And what she was reading was no
less than the creation myth of a
people.  A creation myth of
*us*, of our people.  She fuses        And I go out into the streets,
the audience together, and at          and decide I need to write some
last I'm willing to admit that         notes about all this before I
I'm one of them. I feel a deep         return to the hotel room.
sense of identification with the
group -- shallow political             I have trouble finding a place to
rants, and all.                        call home, but I turn up a pizza
                                       joint with a handwritten sign in
                                       the window offering a cup of Dahl
                                       for $2.50.

                                       I scribble in my pocket
                                       notebook...

                                          And wonder about the crowd
                                          of clean-scrubbed college
                                          kids I'm surrounded by.

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